urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere leaving4nowhere leaving4nowhere 2004-11-15T21:40:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:12620 2004-11-15T21:40:31Z 2004-11-15T21:40:31Z yeaa this weekends was amazingggggggggg!<br />thrusday was the others casts' show and we went and watched and that got me toatlly physced to go. then friday was our night everyone was all nervous and excited. so we did our show and did an awesome job despite a few things going rong..then we all went out to applebees which was a freakin blast! came home at like 2am then slept till about 1 on saturday and went off to the saturdays show done by the other cast. they were amazing again for their last preformance. then we all went over for a huge cast sleepover at katies. well i guess not rele a sleepover cuz i went to bed at like 7:30 in the monin and woke up at 9:30. but it was soo much fun and we all laughed soo hard bc we all started gettin sooo silly once about 6 o'clock hit. so the next mornin while we were gettin redi for the closing night we were a lil drained but once we started the show we all pretty m,uch woke up and pulled off another grest show. i &lt;3 all my cast members sooo much! we have such a cool bond with one another. congratulations everyone on for 4 great shows and millions of memories! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:12390 2004-11-11T04:18:38Z 2004-11-11T04:18:38Z im exhausted....<br /><br />these past couple of days ive spent more hours rehearsal at the hs than sleeping...<br />im running on nothing.....<br /><br />i hope the show goes ok....<br /><br />i know we can pull it together......<br /><br /><br />arsenic and old lace <br />a comedy<br /> at-jmhs<br /><br />thursday 7:00 (not my cast)<br />friday 7:30(yes im in the one!!!!!)<br />saturday 7:30(not my cast)<br />sunday 2:00 ((yes im in this one!!!!!!!!) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:12053 2004-11-08T03:19:20Z 2004-11-08T03:19:20Z im not ok (i promise) yea im worried...im worried for my toe<br />i have a preformance tomorrow<br />i have a tech rehearsal tuesdsay<br />i have a preformance n tech on wednesday<br />friday is opening night<br />i cant get my foot in a shoe<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />NO ONE SHOULD BE MAKING ANY PLANS OTHER THAN COMING TO SEE ME IN ARSENIC AND OLD LACE THIS WEEKEND AT JMHS<br /><br />FRIDAY 7:30<br />SUNDAY 2:00<br /><br />BE THERE SUCKAZ IM sacrificing my little toe for this show!!!!! haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:11948 2004-11-04T03:02:58Z 2004-11-04T03:02:58Z on the way down yea im an idiot..onli an idiot breaks their toe on their bedpost, do u no how many times ive hit that bed post with my toe and nothing has happened exept for a few seconds of pain..but no..o no..this time was different i mean of course this was different since the play goes off in a week and our preformances start on monday, wednesday for the assembly program at the high school and my opening night is friday...i hafta stuff my foot in a high heeled narrow shoe..and as of today i cant even get my foot in a converse sneaker or a clog damnit...damn my freakin pinky toe.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:11695 2004-11-02T21:16:45Z 2004-11-02T21:16:45Z only one im soo drained and exhausted...im soo stressed about my lines... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:11342 2004-11-02T02:56:09Z 2004-11-02T02:56:09Z im tired..i even took an hour nap this afternoon...cant catch up..last night dint feel like a school night i went to sam's and trick or treated with sam (duh lol) mara jackie andrew mike jimmy and dave...it was fun...cept soo many houses were out of candy...gayness if ur out of candy go get more! haha speaking of candy im throwing all mine out bc im gettin out of shape for dance...but i love candy...:( after trick or treating we played catch phrase i love that game tis soo freakin funny<br />besides that school was dumb and boring..im soo glad this week si shortened...im gettin rele stressed about the play it opens in a week and 2 days well my show is in a week at 3 days but the show opens next thursday..i mean i know we'll pull it off its just that rele stressful crunch time wen no1 thinks they can make it....i know we can thou i rele have confidence in my cast but i just need to learn more of my lines..<br />and besides all this thers soemthing else that wunt escape my head..its the fatc that im watchin a life and dream fall apart and i cant help but take some of the blame...<br />and i have leanred the defination of u always want wat u cant have....and i hate knowing it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:11036 2004-10-31T18:18:07Z 2004-10-31T18:18:07Z sugarcult last night was aweomsely fun...frist meg came over and we got all dressed in our costumes..we looked cute as faries..then we went over to jannas about 45 min late lol we came started goofing around cuz i first there werent many ppl there but more showed up. we stayed there for a lil while and kinda just hung out then we were talking to a couple ppl who graduaed last yr and meg knew them from band and i knew 2 cuz they played in the pit during the musical. so we were all talking and we told them how we were goin ovetr to ingrams and they all knew ingram so they decided to give us a ride over so we rode over and we showed up at ingrams with 3 xtra ppl but it was ok bc they werent doign much anyways. so hilarious mike dalton goes down there and starts dacing in his salior costume to thirller and stuff and at first kinda scared all of our friends cuz they're not rele usta ppl being all crazy funny like that but anyways we all chilled over ingrams and had a good time...yea..my costume kinda died though cuz last night alex broke my wings and my wand got broken too and i lost it so im gunna just be a soldier today lol...today im goign trick or treating with sam bc i want the candy...thats about it...lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:10805 2004-10-29T01:26:06Z 2004-10-29T01:26:06Z FOB yea nothings rele new..if u havent seen me i chopped my hair off like 6 inches but its rele cute and i &lt;3 it, most ppl like it also. i kinda just went on a spontantous flig and decided to cut it. i originally was onli going for a trim but i came out with much shorter hair buttt its all good ;)<br />besides that this week was the same old same old, drama rehearsal dance and being tired. lol im excited for this weekend thou! im goin over megs to finish off our farie costumes tomorrow thenn saturday we got 2 parties and sunday i wanna go trick or treating cuz im still like 10 at heart lol and wo cud pass up free candy. ive decided after halloween i ahfat start eating healthier cuz all i eat is junk lmao anyways thats about it....yea urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:10716 2004-10-26T01:53:11Z 2004-10-26T01:53:11Z forgot to add a humerous note to my day..i no odd after that angry entry<br /><br /><br />today wen i went to go sit in my chair in math class ingram being the idiot he is pulled out my desk from under me, i fell hard and wacked my head soo hard against the top of his desk..every1 looked and laughed...humerous yea! emabrrsing..o god yea! and now i have a sore bump on the back of my head..but its ok bc me and ingram are first garde buddies and i &lt;3 him! and if any1 tries to pull this again to me ill freakin kill them hehe ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:10397 2004-10-26T01:47:43Z 2004-10-26T01:47:43Z back to california im stressed...<br />im stressed about the play<br />im stressed about learning my lines<br />im stressed about my grades<br />im stressed about my math homework<br />im stressed about taking a SAT course<br />im stressed about taking the SATS in general<br />im stressed about college<br />im stressed about driving<br />im stressed over dance<br />im stressed over the fact that i have no time<br />im stressed over the fact that even though im doing all the things i love to do i feels as though i have no more time<br /><br />i love my music right now i feel its my onli place<br /><br />im glad i rote that list im feeling better...<br /><br />im going to go memorize my lines...ooo freakin joy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:10078 2004-10-24T18:41:53Z 2004-10-24T18:41:53Z FOB i dunt wanna do my spanish homework project thing...so im gunna do this longg survey :)<br /><br /><br />[ name ]: kaitlin rose<br />[ birthday ]: January 12<br />[ current age ]: 16<br />[ loc ]: Jackson <br />[ height ]: 5'4" 3/4 hehe<br />[ siblings ]: 1 sister<br />[ Siblings age ]: 14<br />[ pets ]: dog<br />[ eye color ] : brown<br />[ hair color ] : brownn<br />[ artistic? ] : through music acting and dancing...but i cant draw for shyt<br />[ color of your room]: pinkkk<br />[ what were u doing 15 mins ago ]: starting my spanish homework<br />[ u drink ] : nah<br />[ u shy or outgoing ]: outgoingg<br />[ had fun this summer ]: wow..so much fun...wanna go back...<br />[ feature you notice first ] : eyes n smile<br />[ looks/personality ] : bit of both<br />[ piercings ] : 1 in each ear <br />[ tan or fair ] : uh pretty tan? <br />[ age difference limit ] : prob like 2 years<br />[ smart/dumb ] : smartt n dumb <br />[ funny/serious ]: funnyyy<br /><br />MORE ABOUT ME ..<br /><br />[ chocolate milk, or hot chocolate ] : hot chocolate <br />[ mcdonalds or burger king ] : def mcdonalds<br />[ coke or pepsi ] : coke<br />[ would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover ] : uh how about ym best friend who is my perfect lover! <br />[ tea/coffee/cappuccino ] : cafe latte <br />[ cats or dogs ] : dogs, most cats r dumb and mean <br />[ milk, dark, or white chocolate? ] : milk chocolate<br />[ sunny or rainy ] : sunny<br />[ summer/spring ] : summer<br />[ bunk or water bed ] : bunk, water beds r weird<br /><br />RELATIONS ..<br /><br />[ Best friends ] : sam meghan hehe jamie maria sarah jay<br />[ close/good friends ] : the ppl abovee<br />[ guy friends ] : jay is my bestest guy friends..we're locker buddies haha<br />[ Friends that you look like ] : uh i dunt rele look like any particular one<br />[ Who you go to for advice the most ] : sam we talk about everything <br />[ skinniest ] : ...i duno?<br />[ funniest ] : we all ahve our funny times<br />[ nicest ] : every1's nice!<br />[ shortest ]: sarah<br />[ tallest ] : jay? i guess? <br />[ changed your life the most ] : sam <br /><br />FAVES ..<br /><br />[ color ] : orange and pink<br />[ movie ] : dirty dancing/garden state<br />[ subject ] : science<br />[ ocean or pool ] : ocean<br />[ laugh or cry ] : lauqh<br />[ silver or gold ] : white gold<br />[ diamonds or pearls ] : diamonds<br />[ sunset or sunrise ] : sunsets<br />[ showers or baths ] : shower<br />[ food ] : chocolate<br />[ snack ]: anyting chocolate haha<br />[ board game ] : life<br />[ all-time song ] ugh too many songs i like! <br />[ holiday ] : chirstams!!!<br />[ movie star ] : tom hanks<br />[ magazine ] : teen people<br />[ tv show ] : the OC real world <br />[ Disney character ] : pocahonats<br />[ animal ] : peguin<br />[ drink ] : seltzer water raspberry flavored<br />[ cologne/perfume ]: uh sum vicotrias secret spary iforget<br />[ brand of sneaker ] : i &lt;3 my brown 1977 re issue converse hahahaha<br />[ activity ] : theatre<br />[ fruit ] : watermelon<br />[ juice ] : orange<br /><br />DO YOU ..?<br /><br />[ do you like school ] : not rele...it has its ups and downs<br />[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : o0o yes<br />[do you have your own phone line ] : yupp!<br />[ do you like to dance ] : yess<br /><br />LAST TIME YOU ..<br /><br />[ last time u showered ]: yesterday..gimme a break its sunday and im still in ym pjs lol<br />[ went runnin ] : uh...haha i dunt mayb during the summer?<br />[ worked out ] : uh at dance on thursday<br />[ danced like a frickin idiot ] : haha at homecoming in the lip sync<br />[ went to a movie ] : last night<br />[ talked on the phone ] : yestereday<br />[ wished u were sumbody else ] : i duno but i think about that alot <br /><br />RANDOM .. <br /><br />[ where would you love to travel to? ]: europe espcially austria<br />[ whats ur middle name? ] : ann<br />[ is ur hair color natural? ]: yea,so no every1 im not freakin dying it <br />[ do u have a cell phone? ] : yupp<br />[ whats ur online screen name ] : lilr0sie12<br />[ what do u want to do with your life? ] : make it in theatre and entertainment<br />[ last time u went to the doctor ] : uh this summer<br />[ do u have a credit card ] : nooo<br />[ do u consider urself a "nice" person ] : yupp<br />[ last book ]: still reading a farewell to arms from enlgish lol<br />[ are u stressed out? ] : always...<br />[ do u believe in angels? ] : yeah<br />[ what are u driving now? ] : haha my parents wheels<br />[ u help pay for it? ] : not mine<br />[ do you think your spoiled? ] : not rele<br />[ do u like mustard? ] : its ok<br />[ have u seen the exorcist? ] : god yes, scarred me for life lol<br />[ how bout dumb & dumber? ] : yahhhh lmao<br />[ ever been skydiving? ] : no...<br />[ number of piercings ] : u already asked this lol<br /><br /><br />LAST PERSON WHO?<br />[ Slept in your bed ]: uh me?<br />[ Made you cry ]: ppl...prob dunt even no they did....<br />[ You shared a drink with ]: i duno?<br />[ You went to the movies with ]: sam and jamie yesterday<br />[ You went to the mall with ]: sam and jamie yesterday lol<br />[ Yelled at you ]: uh parents<br />[ Said they were going to kill you ]: uh no1...?<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER ... <br /><br />[ Said "I love you" and meant it?] yea i think<br />[ Gotten in a fight] : all with ym sis all the time i &lt;3 her though!<br />[ Been to New York? ] yup<br />[ Been to Florida? ] yes<br />[ California? ] nooo i wish!<br />[ Hawaii? ]: no but i wanna!<br />[ Mexico? ]: nah<br />[ China? ]: nah but that wud be aweosme lol<br />[ Canada? ]: haha no<br />[ Danced naked? ]: lmao in my room <br />[Had a really bad feeling about something then it happened?] yea and it was scary<br />[ Wish you were the opposite sex? ] noo?!?<br />[Had an imaginary friend?] yea wen iw as little..every1 did!<br />[ red or blue? ] reddd<br />[ Spring or Fall? ] fall<br />[ Santa or Rudolph? ] Santa hehe brings me presents<br />[ Math or English? ] def english math sux<br />[ What are you going to do after you finish this survey ]: ugh i guess do my spanish hw<br />[ What was the last food you ate? ] chocolate kiss<br />[ High school or college? ] high school? i duno dint get to college yet<br />[ Are you bored? ] nah im pretty content lol<br />[ Last noise you heard? ] my loud music<br />[ Things you like about a guy ] makes me laugh and is just rele nice and sweet<br />[What's on your mouse pad? ] : haha the D.A.R.E tiger <br />[ Worst feeling in the world? ] : losing something u loved<br />[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] : when i can go back to sleep<br />[ How many rings before you answer? ] like 3 cuz i hafta run up the staris into my room<br />[ Future daughter's name ]: kendell<br />[ Future son's name? ]: eric<br />[ Chocolate or vanilla? ]: chocolate!!!!<br />[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ]: nah<br />[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ]: preformer<br />[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ]: rightty<br />[Do you type with your fingrs on the right keys? ]: noo lol <br />[ What's under your bed?]: not too much lol<br />[ Glasses/contacts ]: contactsss<br />[ Are You Timely Or Always Late ]: usually late<br />[ Do You Have A Job ]: nah usta work at shop rite but i quit <br />[ Do You Like Being Around People ]: usually but i have my alone moments <br /><br /><br />great now i hafat go do the stupid spanish thing....ugh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:9740 2004-10-24T02:50:16Z 2004-10-24T02:50:16Z memory yea today was good...i woke up this mornin at 9 cuz the idiot landscaping ppl were trimming the bushes...right in front of my room it was soo freakin loud i thought there was a motorcycle out my window...geeze lol...so then i went to the mall at like 12 with sam and jamie...we did come shopping and i got a track jacket and the sugarcult cd and exhanged a pair of pants at american eagle...but i got homwe and realized they never took the sensor thing off so i guess im going back to the mall...lol...dumb ppl...well we did a lot of shopping and alot of talking...then we headed over to the friday night lights at 6:50..i thought it was an awesome movie..i cried...twice..but im always one of those ppl that rele gets like sucked into the movie that i hate ppl who talkin or make noise with their food cuz i love being taken away from the world into the movie and that characters...so im weird..deal with it lol.... haha but i rele reccommmend it to any1 who looking for a good movie..so yea..now im home and i neeeed to go learn my freakin lines for the play and rele rele need to clean my room so i guess thats on tomorrows agenda..haha sounds like i got an exciting sunday coming up o well today was fun...thats about it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:9492 2004-10-23T02:45:32Z 2004-10-23T02:45:32Z <p><font size="1">i actually cheered....soo intense haha</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>g<font color="#cc0000">reat</font>est ga<font color="#cc0000">m</font>e e<font color="#cc0000">ve</font>r!!</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#cc0000">ye</font>aa </p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="7"><font color="#cc0000">jackson</font> jags<font color="#cc0000">!!!!!!</font></font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#cc0000">6-</font>0</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:9393 2004-10-22T01:59:15Z 2004-10-22T01:59:15Z white houses so yea..today was ok...went to school and handed in my papers to be an offical ski club member and im going to snowbaord the mountain better be redi cuz im goin on december 18th haha im excited something new and different...ya no?..so then i went to first per nd got away with not doing my scene again and shes wunt be there tomorrow its amazing how long ive been putting this thing off ha..then i went to spanish which i dunt rele mind bc the teachers no energetic and she makes it a good class exept some of the ppl in that class r soo annoying! omg...anyways the i go to math and i ahvent paid attention in the last 3 days and i have a test tomorrow so im kinda scewed o wel..then i went to gym and played ping pong haha sad excuse for physical exertion..then i went to the powder puff meetin which was kinda of pointless cuz i had all my stuff in but it wasnt bad...then i came home did my hoemwork went to dance tomorrow im goin to the football game with my favorite meaghan!...yea..now im here typing and im tired...and i wish it was a friday ...or a saturday or any other day... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:9088 2004-10-20T20:52:09Z 2004-10-20T20:52:09Z im not okay so yea today was gay...again...i find my days get progressivly worse as the day goes on...i got throu another 1st per without doing my scene but i believe tomorrow will be inveiable..bc the makring per was over today..o well..then i went to spnish to take a test, but b4 the test she gave us the lil worksheet quiz thing and we were confused though mayb that was a short test or something anyways she yells uno minuto!(one mintue) and i freaked bc i still needed more time so i messed up 3 verbs and i dint realize till we passed the to another classmate to correct i swear i cud have just sat there and bawled my eyes out bc my tests grades always suck in that class even if i study for hours...and i just wanted a better grade...we eventually found out that quiz cud onli be used to replace another low quiz but i think all my quizes were higher than the grade i got so i was iight...then we took the test and it actually wasnt so bad but i never rele now with lanugages what u did rong until u get them back bc wen ur writing them u swaer what ur writing is right bc it makes perfect sense to u...o well..then i went to math and spent all of channel 1 and lunch doing my homework cuz i dint do it last night yea its the price u pay..ill be finishing my math homework b4 school tomorrow...but anyways she actually taught for the whole period and i zoned out bc what we're learning is soo damn easy..and shes like kate r u with me and i was like uh yea...i wasnt i had no idea what was going on cuz i have the my chemical romance song stuck in ym head cuz it was the last video i watched on fuse the mornin i hate when that happenes...then i went to chorus and we worked on hard songs..then i went to the ski club meeting bc im going to learn to snowboard this yr and im excited...but i have ballet tonight...i still dint get new pointe shoes so my feet will be killing tonight...gayness...im not in the mood to do anything but lie in my room and listen to music......ugh.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:8829 2004-10-19T22:07:02Z 2004-10-19T22:07:02Z simple plan today was ugh...i had a blah day...today was picture day or so i thought bc on all the posters throughout the school is says today is H-R but its actually H-Ra but it dint matter cuz i went today at 8 whcih was like 5 hours early for last names that start with an R and a day early cuz mine rele fell tomorrow...o well..so i wake up to hear the rain...effin rain on picture day the bottom of my pants got wet wen iw alked the bus stop and were wet all day i had clogs on so my feet were kinda wet too...in addition to the wetness it was also freezing...im stupid in the summer i want it to be colder but in the winter i wud give anything for a nice humid sunny beach day...today in school i went to my frist period class to find that mrs. terranova got desks instead of her huge tales and cushy chairs...i loved that classroom it was like a living room...im sad she took them away we tried to have a lie in where every1 lied on a table and wouldnt move....it dint work...i still get to sit at a table thou cuz me jake n bobby were voters best acotrs in the class haha humerous nevr thought i did any scene that well in class...thanks if ya voted for me and yea i voted for myself cuz i love sitting in the comfy chairs...my day went pretty much downhill from there spanish was borring as anything cept we played BINGO in the last 15 min and i got a homework pass...thats kinda nice math was gay cuz math is always gay but all we do is classwork cuz hse onli teaches for like 10 minutes...o well gym was espically terrible cux it was rainy and we hadda play volly ball but on huge teams cuz theres too many ppl in the gym...then i stayed after for nothing bc the guy who was supposted to take the headshot pictures for the drama never showed up which was good cuz then we dint hafta stay till4 but bad bc i hadda stay after for nothing...o well give a little take a lil right? well im sry if any1 was a target of my bitchness today..i was just having a yuckie day so sry friends..i hate wen im like this bc i say things and i know that they're bitchy after i say them and im liek damn i shouldnt have sed that they werent doing anything...anyways..tonight i got some stupid math homework n study for spanish...i hope tomorrows a better day... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:8570 2004-10-18T21:36:33Z 2004-10-18T21:36:33Z coheed yesterday i went to corky's sweet 16 and it was soo much fun! she had the prettiest dress ever! exept last night felt like a saturday so it was weird waking up this mornin....today was ok...i had a sub first period which was amazing cuz i dint hafta do my acting scene again...i think the class has been able to put it off for 3 weeks that must be some sort of record..not doing an assignemt for 3 weeks. ha i love it...so then i went to second and it was spanish and i was borred as usual...then i went to math thrid period and it was ok i love how she teaches for literally 10 minutes and we have the rest of the period to do like this rele simple worksheet and and talk...its lovely haha...4th per was chorus and we onli sung 1 song the whole period in english so i left there with a slight headache lol mostly out of confusion...then i was suuposta go out with the drama ppl for pizza but i was kinda tired and had a lot of homework....so i came home and took a 2 hour nap...i love naps it was nice :) i wish we still had naps like we did in kindergarden its funny thou wen we were actually offered naps i never took them i wud just lie there thinking about how dumb it was that we hadda take a nap...now i wish i had a mat in class with my name on it for an afternoon nap...haha...but i also got a call from dance saying there was no class tonight soo i got the night to myself i just hope everything ok over there...so yea thata about all for my boring day...la la urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:8357 2004-10-17T04:27:06Z 2004-10-17T04:27:06Z my everything today wass soo fun and crazy and tiring...i went to the hs at 7:45 for the joyous PSATS which were surprisingly easy but just sooo incrediably long i do not possess the attention span for it...then i went to play rehearsal which was kinda gay i def need to like memorize my lines...ugh...so i was there till 3 then i went home for 45 min to get my stuff for the lip sync n then to be abc at the school for 4 o'clock...then we rehearsaed and got redi we lookedd sooo funny! we were all '80s out with side ponies and stuff it was awesome...then we went to the dance all excited and partially nervous so yea every1 went and we did rele well and the sophs won...but its iight they were rele funny...we were a lil dissappointed but not too bad...then we went to jess's house and hung out there for like i gues a lil more than an hour it was funny we watched our enlgish movie haha....but the idiot i am today i jumped on the stage at rehearsal and wacked my knee in the most terrible spot and hurt it soo bad that i hadda dance in a brace and kinda limped around on it after the lip sync cuz its bruised rele bady...o well...thats me the dumbass...but overall i had an awesome time and im rele glad i did the whole lip sync thing bc win or loose we all had a tonn of fun together!<br />yea juniors! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:8057 2004-10-11T15:45:29Z 2004-10-11T15:45:56Z vindicated i am not: what you think<br />i hurt: my back<br />i love: being loved<br />i hate: bad manners<br />i fear: losing people<br />i hope: to accomplish things<br />i hear: the real world on the tv in the other room<br />i crave: chocolate<br />i regret: too much<br />i cry: when i've had enough<br />i care: about too much<br />i always: think about the past<br />i long to: chnage<br />i feel alone: at night<br />i listen: less than i talk<br />i hide: from the truth<br />i drive: in 91 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />i sing: wayy to much<br />i dance: too much at the studio<br />i write: when im confused<br />i breathe: so i wunt die<br />i play: uch more than i work<br />i miss: vacation<br />i search: for anything<br />i learn: to pass tests<br />i feel: sick<br />i know:everything always fixes itself in the end<br />i say: too much<br />i succeed: theatre<br />i dream: big<br />i wonder: about why im here<br />i want: to fly<br />i worry: about everything<br />i have: anazing friends<br />i give: too little<br />i fight: with my sister<br />i wait: for something exciting<br />i need: a drink<br />i am: a dreamer<br />i think: out of the box<br />i can't help: falling<br />i wont: take a survey like this again cuz i hadda think rele hard lol<br /><br /><br />thats all for my boredom survey haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:7696 2004-10-11T02:05:17Z 2004-10-11T02:05:17Z hands down today was awesome...probably one of the best days ive had in a very long time...i went to GA with sam sarah and kathy...we got up rele early this morin cuz we hadda be a pre registration at 7:30 which is wayy to early we go there an hour or so late so then we hadda go sit through some terribly boring speeches so then an hour later it was over and we decided to walk to the other end of the park cuz we were right by batman and nitro an we figured everyone would just run on those lines turns our we were really right cuz we walked onto medusa where we took a hilarious pic and sat in the front row so we bought the kay chain lol then we walked onto viper rolling thunder runaway and runaway train...then we decided to go onto superman cuz kathy had a frined who was working and he trold her just to walk up the exit and we did it was amazing we cut like an hours line and then he gave us a pass to get on any other ride in the park without waiting..but first we hit scream machine then we went to the hynotics show which was hilarious cuz sarah and sam were able to get seats on stage and they were hyptnoized but they got off and said it was all a joke and they were just doing what the guy told them to do kinda funny that every1s just pretendinmg shows how stupid teenagres are and how we will do anything to get attention haha..i wanted to to it soo bad but i dint geta freakin seat o wel..so then we chilled wen on chiller lol and we kinda just hung around got something to eat thn came the hightlight of the night i was being stupid and hyper and was like ok on three lets do a cartwhell and wat happens i do a cartwell and split my jeans i mean split them and no1 ntoices at fisrt until i look don and see the entire insema is a huge hole form my knee to my zipper funy shyt lemme tell u! so now im walking aroudnw ith this kids football sweatshirt around ym leg looking for pants to wear it was soo funny im glad im not all gay about stuff like that and just laugh it off it makes things more fun...so then we went on a few more rides and went on scream machine 2 times in a row once in the fist row and once in the middle and me and ssaraha snag hands down the way up the hilla dn screamed the lyrics the way down it was aweomse...i had sooo much fun...bur right now im exhausted...i love my friends! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:7621 2004-10-09T23:25:24Z 2004-10-09T23:25:24Z breaking the habit so far today has been awesome!...yesterday i quit my job and im soo happy about that i will actually have time! so anyways yesterday night brian sam and allison came over then sam slept overt then we woke up this mornin and went to this walk thing for key club with sarah...then from there we went to brians house and we went to the red bank international film festival cuz our movie was chosen last year to represent jackson in the future filmmakers section of the festival which features high school students original movies...exept like every1 waas in college we looked like babies it was funny...but omg soo amazing it was like a real movie screen i was hugee on the screena nd thwere were a bunch of ppl there it was sooo awesome...i mean who knew that an english project that we made could go so far as being in an actual film festival haha it was all wayy kool...so then me and sam and brian got in the creative mood and started planning our next film which is gunna be wayy different from this one and really interesting...im soo excited!...anways tomorrow i ahve another awesome awesome day im goin to sleep over sams then we're off to fall rally for key club at six flags but rele its like u get in for half price and ride the rides all day sooo im rele excited about that..and its awesome to think i still have monday to sleep! wat a freakin amazing weekend... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:7226 2004-10-04T00:53:33Z 2004-10-04T00:53:33Z hotel california so yea i today i went to work..as usual...i left a half hour early cuz i still needed a half hour break so it made more sense to just go home...so i was happy about that...i saw soo many ppl in shop rite today!! andrew came and tired to pay for somethin with quarters...but he dint have enuff quarters..so his friend had to give me a dollar lol and his friend chris bought teen spirit deoderant...odd considering hes not really a pre teen grl whos is usually the target consumer with that product..haha then i saw necci and brian and jamie! yea...thats about it...im sleepy and tomorrow monday...gosh i do hate mondays.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:7035 2004-10-03T00:32:41Z 2004-10-03T00:32:41Z a favor house atlantic today i worked...all friggen day...i have no idea where my saturday has gone...andrew visited me at work cuz hes cool! hahaha i thought he was gunna get me in trouble thou cuz he wouldnt leave lmao...besides that work was gay and boring...as usual...im gunna get a nice size paycheck since i had like 23 hours in 3 days...o well...life's funny...yea thats about all.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:6865 2004-10-02T01:33:10Z 2004-10-02T01:33:10Z only one well today was friday and not be a toatl complainer but it sucked...got up went to schoola dnw as completly exhausted...canoeing 10 miles took alot out of me and my backs extremely sore..and i kinda caught a cold from being wet and cold yesterday...i rele feel bad for the ppl scheuled to go in novemnber..talk about brutal...so yea i went 2 frist period and me cohen and necci did our scene and we did rele well ever1 laughed..2nd period i was lost cuz i felt rele rele sck and i dunt absorbe spaish well wen im awake let alone wen im tired cranky and not feeling well...so then i wwent to math and yea it was gay..then went to chorus and taped a new star spangled banner for the moring pledge thingy...i rele dunt want to be on the tv every morning...its embarrsing.....then came home for 15 min and was off to shop rite where i was like a drone cu i was soo tired..then yea now im here...at home on a friday night bc work has tken over my life...and i have no time...tomorrow i have a 11-7 shift...yea 8 hours sucks.....i need a distraction... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leaving4nowhere:6629 2004-09-30T21:27:51Z 2004-09-30T21:27:51Z broken well today was an awesome crazy school day...probably cuz i dint go to class...today i had my adventure bound canoe trip and it was so0o0o much fun! me and eden were partners and im happy to say we dint flip! not once! we watched alot of people take some pretty hilarious falls..wen we started we were absolutly terrible..we wer goin downstream backwards and kept gettin stuck sideways but after we took the lunch break and got back into the canoe we did much better...cept every1 kept running into bushes and i got scratched and we hit alot of trees that were in the water it was soo funny... then we had a water fight with jess and dan and i got soakin wet and then i was rele cold n then it rained and it was even colder...but the funniest part of the day was me and jamie having to pee..theres well no bathrooms so u kinda hafta go in the woods...gross i no but wen ya gotta go...sooo my favortiest math buddy meg paincos lke here i have toilet paper and she startes like askin so how much do u need in front of every1 on the trip it was soo hilarious she was rolling it out and stuff...omg i was laughin so hard wen me and jamie walked away i was liek do u relaize wat just happened! we announec to all of these ppl that we were going to pee in the woods and how much toilet paper did we need...wow...haha...only me and jamie...anways the bus ride home iw as tired and cold so i slept..onli to be woken up my rain hittin my face from the windows bein open n there was like a sudden down pour...so we went bac to school i went to the tri-m meeting n then to rehearsal whcih was funny as usual...justin was espically funny today...haha well im tired and i still have dance...but tomorrows friday..o0o yea!